As many of my friends and family are aware, I am in a current, constant, state of limbo. I am living at home while I wait for my application to the Scottish social services council to be processed and accepted. When this happens I am totally free to go nuts buying winter clothes because then my living in Scotland will be a sure thing. Until then I am spending all my time twiddling my thumbs, and totally freaking out. I made the decision after a friends wedding that if I HAD to stay in Texas it wouldn't be so bad because 1. I have friends here and 2. I can still leave corpus. Nothing like the hometown blues.
So I'm waiting. It's something I'm used to, so it's not so bad. Plus, all this waiting has been awesome for the new streak of grey that's decided to conveniently sprout in the front, right side of my head. I now fully support stem cell research, because I'm pretty sure that stuff will lead to the fountain of youth.
In conclusion, I am ready to hear that I'm accepted and I'm tired of my faith and patience being tested. That said, I have some trepidations about what the future holds if I'm going to need to be more patient and faithful than this. yikes.
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